Unhinged Again
First, since Renee's return, we both have spent the last three days sleeping. This is the time that I can hear her clearest, and I can already feel her healing. We have had a few conversations that have surfaced slowly, like a program buffering too much uploaded information at once. I have been very careful during this time to keep to Carl Jung's prescription set forth in his journey theorem. Since I'm in THE VOID and am experiencing Integration on the path of Individuation, the section of "non-doing" is absolute and crucial in this stage. It’s very difficult for a person who is a Slithryn to do this. My ambition and drive in pursuit of self-improvement and the pursuit of improving my circumstances—even though I bitch about it, I must do it; deep down I know this is only ONE of my Divine Purposes. Like a Fool, I keep doing it despite the higher probability of failure as I grow older. In essence, I'm Divinely Mandated/Commanded to "stand-the-eff-down"...